Her

She really needs to understand that I love her with all my heart and want the best for her. She really doesn’t understand how hard I try and that I understand I’m not good enough for her. Every day I try and do something and all I feel is that I’m losing her. It really is all my fault but I just never know what to do about me and her. I know that I can make her happy and I know that I can be a good boyfriend but I’m not no matter what I tell her. Ive fucked up and every time we fight I get reminded of it and it kills me because its hurting her. I think about all the times were together and wonder why I never get to see her. I wish every day I was with her. I wish I never fucked up it hurt her. I never want her to cry because to see her cry shows I failed her. I just don’t know anymore what to tell her. In the end it will workout whether its both of us or just her. She will be happy because I will make her happy. I truly love her. I just wish I could prove it.